Lost

The last couple of weeks have been extremely difficult to say the least, and my faith has been tested to the full. I have tried to keep on top of things as best as I possibly could, so as not to let people down.. I managed to complete the show. although the stress of it all caused me to break out in a massive cold sore just where the mouthpiece sits. However through this I discovered a patch that covers the lip (musicians note) and sold at any chemist, which made things a little less painful. I wont give any details about the last few days, only to say that the world has lost a decent, caring hard working man, and I miss him terribly, and to be honest life will never be the same. Throughout this, the jobs have been pouring in for the Band, and in fact we have had to turn a few down!!!!!!. I went out today and bought some play along CD's for Trombone, to try and motivate myself back into practice, I hope it works. back soon.