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Well a good friend sorted out my new Broadbean service, and it is now running superbly. I have a Jazz channel playing through my PC in the background, and it has opened a whole new world. On a down side, I am feeling extremely flat at this time, and I know it is due to the recent bereavement. We went to a Garden Centre today, that all of us used to visit, and it was really difficult and did not feel right at all. I wish I had some answers to why these things happen to good people?